I dont know what exactly happened today. It happened too quick, too sudden, everything was but a blur to me. I was present, i was experiencing it but i cant remember clearly what exactly happened. I didn't expect myself to behave like that, i didn't know i could still have such strong feelings. Maybe it's the period of the month that's why i'm so sentimental and emotional and teary however, deep down i know that's not the truth. I used to believe that i will get better and i will forget everything, right now i really dont know... everything just proves that im still not okay, im still not getting any better. Everyday i tell myself tomorrow will get better but truthfully everyday seems the same to me, sucky.
I'm so stupid, i think there's no one out there as stupid as i am.
当时奋不顾身伸出我的手
看见了轮廓就当作宇宙
甜美的习惯变成生活
才了解了什么
如今故事发展成就一个我
学会了生活能享受寂寞
剧烈的语言变成温柔
又带来了什么
若是不曾走过 怎么懂
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