ONCE UPON A TIME.

i find it difficult for me to like anyone again, is it normal for a 18 year old? I dont know, it's just that i'm too afraid to like someone, too afraid that things will turn out otherwise, too afraid of getting hurt and cry every night before going to bed. Whenever i think i might like a particular person, i stopped all feelings before it gets any deeper, because i know in the end, i will be the one getting all hurt and sad, alone.