Today i broke down infront of my mom. I cant take it anymore, day by day i could feel my condition getting from bad to worse. I can feel the sickness eating me up bit by bit. If i didnt talk to my mom tonight, i might do something hurtful to myself. I am a very weak person, i think too much at times, i stress myself up too easily, i dont really trust others except myself and a few others. Everyday i go to bed worrying about something, the next morning i woke up worrying about the exact same thing. Im going crazy, im sure of that. I refuse to go out, i dont talk to ppl. Im completely mad. I hope sat can come quickly, i need to talk to someone who i can trust.